#1 - I can't get no satisfaction

The Seven Deadly Sins

Sin #1

Lust

We all gotta die of something.

Nigel Barker; photographer, model and judge on America's Next Top Model. Nigel Barker is most likely the sexiest man I have ever seen - yes - even poor Colin would take a back seat of that bus. Nigel, sweet beautiful Nigel....my oh my..... Yummy.

Moving right along, because that is what we do - or do we?

Say we don't.

Say that all I can think about is Nigel - every thought in my day is spent thinking of him - every part of my being demands it.

Wow. Lust sucks.

And you know - I know this one well. I know most of you may not want to hear that. You have this other idea of who Keely is - but if you don't know that side - than you are seeing the side I want to be. The truth is, I have been a slave to lust on and off during my lifetime. And you know, in our American society today, I am welcome to be a slave to lust - except that we celebrate it, and say I am not a slave, rather I am liberated. Some freakin' liberation.

The crappy thing about lust is that in it you can never be satisfied. You are in a constant search and hunger to fulfill your ever increasing need. Lust can never be fulfilled - it can never be satisfied. It can only be fed, and the more it is fed, the larger the beast becomes.
And they call this liberation, and confidence - and sexy.

I would rather search and be satisfied.